I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
 HAPPY SWEET 16 TO MYSELF (:haha, this birthday was mine WORST BIRTHDAY I EVER HAD.. i was like wishing today was not my birthday reaching school, with only wishes but no present ppl was thinking that today was 16 feb and got ppl was thinking that my birthday was on 16 feb seriously i feel very very sad, not a single birthday song in the class, wondering am i really alone in the class ? kana cheated by my closest friend, saying that going out with me to eat ltr then last second period she say let go home study -.- if u wanna study dun ever ask me out on my most important day lucky there is nico was accompany the first two wishes was not from my close friend or neither my classmate but was from tkd ppl i was thinkin, if i m really your best budds or watever at least a wish on 12 plus or 1 plus and some did (: i m happy for thaT (: really very sad today the most terrible day in my life, if he was here, i guess my birthday would be better if i m still with you. i was like wishing him, G to wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and i had to msg him Hey, you so busy ar until you forgot a friend's birthday ? I was not very happy when i am sending him msg i was like wishing that he remember and he does not msg him at 12.10pm and a reply at 2.47pm and wad he say? Sorry. Happy birthday. IS LIKE NOT SINCERE AT ALL. all i know is that YOU HAVE FUCKING FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY AND YOU HAVE TOTALLY STARTING TO FORGET ME if you would know, I m still waiting for you wad would you do I FUCKING HATE GUYS THAT ARE LIKE THAT BUT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF YOU ARE DIFFERENT YOU ARE NOT THOSE JERKS I SEE BUT NOW, ALL I KNOW WAS YOU ARE A JERKS THAT EVERYONE CAN FIND ON A FUCKING STREET. I am sorry to say that. hais, dear weiling, forget about the past and start a new life. today is your birthday and is like so miserable and you left with 1 hour. I hopes today can pass quickly. My tear dropping soon hais, IS THERE ANY TRUE LOVE ? IS THERE SOMETHING THAT CALL FRIENDSHIP? I guess I does not have both, true love ? N O NO friendship? use to have but now N O NO I HATE TO BE A LONER, i wish i m like my bro he is now like 18+ going 19 in ngee ann and he still contact with his best budd from sec school and his classmate do help him celebrate. I wish I have too but no I really wanna get out of the school I feel lonely, sadness and useless. sitiing with those people that always cheat me and using my things without saying a THANK YOU I HATE THAT and because you are my friend I HAD TO ACCEPT THAT i wish to be happy, but today just not the day for me to be happy i m sorry to say that. i know it is rude, but you are more rude. just wish that tml, there is birthday present. hopes so (: after going out with nico, rush home and prepare go to vivo to have sushi tei. then home ~ cutting cakes and all... WHAT PHONE SHOULD I GET? E72? LG NEW CHOCOLATE PHONE? LG LOLLIPOP PHONE? WHICH ONE ? takes time to realise, your loved ones is always near you. WHEN? and WHO? will they ever cheat me like those ppl did ? |