I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone.
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
sometimes having a gang or a cliques or best budds with you is the besteverything can share and wont be lonely. I being lonely for days in facts months. i hate to be alone, but why why must you keep leting me be alone i dun like it. I m now tearing, i hate this feeling the feeling without close friend by your side, is just fucking terrible I HATE IT. i have to overcome this maybe it is a good practice for now and future(: ---edited--- training was fun.. after training overheard ma'am saying when he leaving and i know now,tot was 14 BUT WAS tml 18 I FEEL BEING CHEATED SINCE YOU ARE NOT OUT OF THE COUNTRY CANT YOU JUST FUCKING SEND ME A BIRTHDAY WISH ? CANT YOU JUST FUCKING REPLY MY MSG? CANT YOU JUST STOP FUCKING MAKING ME WORRIED? YOU CAN NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU HOW MUCH I AM WORRIED ABOUT YOU JUST A FEW REPLY AND YOU CAN ACTUALLY BRIGHTEN A GIRL DAY DUN U KNOW THAT ? I FUCKING HATE GUYS, THAT ARE GIRL'S CRUSH AND THEY CANT EVEN SEND A BIRTHDAY WISH I HATE GUYS THAT HAVE GIRLFRIENDS AND CANT EVEN REMEMBER THEIR BIRTHDAY I HATE IT, WHEN THEY NEVER GIVE ANY PRESENTS TO THE GIRL I HATE IT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE CAUSE YOU WILL FOREVER DUNNO MY BLOG AND EVEN YOU DO, PLS GO READ UP FROM OCT OR NOV YOU REALLY DUNNO HOW TO TRESURE WAD YOU HAVE I ONCE REGRET, BUT I GUESS NOW I AM JUST FULL OF ANGER AND SADNESS BEING CHEATED BY THE EX BOYFRIEND AND THE GIRL STILL FREAKING LOVE HIM WAD A STUPID GIRL RITE? I M JUST SAYING MYSELF STUPID. I HATE EVERYTHING, I HATE MYSELF I HATE BEING A LONER I HATE THAT I HAVE NO BEST BUDDS, I HATE THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING FALL APART AFTER WE BROKE UP AND IS 2010 AND WE BROKE UP ON 2009 I HATE MY LIFE I HATE EVERYTHING I HAVE AND I M FREAKING NOT HAPPY I WANNA YOU TO BE MY SCIENCE TUTOR, I M CRAZYY HE FUCKING HATE ME AND WEILING, YOU WANNA HIM TO BE YOUR TUTOR, COME ON, DUN SO NO LIFE ): I HATE IT, I REALLY HATE IT, THE MOMENT WE STARTED WAS JUST A BIG BIG MISTAKE THAT MISTAKE WAS TOO BIG TILL YOU CAN NEVER CHANGE IT OR REWIND IT AND NOW GUESS WAD I M ACTUALLY WISHING OF WE 4 GOING TO KBOX LIKE LAST YEAR WAD A CRAZY WISH RITE? IT WILL NEVER EVER COME TRUE HAIS, IF ONLY YOU ARE READING MY BLOG, THIS IS ALL WAD I FEEL THE HAPPINESS THE SADNESS THE EVERYTHING, I TRY NOT TO CRY EACH DAY BUT WHEN EVER WATCHING A DRAMA, AND WITH COUPLES ON THE STREET YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE I THINK OF THE FIRST PERSON THAT IS IN MY HEART I GOING CRAZYY SOON LIKE HOW YOU WILL LAST TIME I KNOW THAT YOU BEEN TRYING TO FORGET ME BUT HAVE YOU EVER TOT OF PATCH ? PATCH WITH THIS GIRL THAT HAD BEEN WAITING FOR YOU AND GOONA WAIT CAUSE SHE LOVE YOU HOW STUPID IS HER AND TO HER LOVE IS BLIND STUPID RITE? JUST SAY YES I KNOW THAT AND UNTIL NOW I SITLL DUNNO WHY YOU DUMP ME FROM THE START I HAVE NEVER KNOW WHY AND I DUN BELIEVE WAD YOU SAY CAUSE I KNOW IS NOT TRUTH AT ALL AND KNOWING THAT YOU HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME BUT DO YOU THINK I AM HAPPY NOW ? I M NOT. YOU ARE GIVING PAIN IN MY LIFE, ALL THE PAIN, IF ONLY YOU COULD REWIND I HOPE THAT YOU COULD ACTUALLY TELL ME OFF WHY I KNOW ONE DAY YOU COULD FIND OUT MY BLOG ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR JOURNEY. |